why I didn’t go to smoke when I thought to go?

sexhaver:

i know ADHD is supposed to mean that my brain has no editoral oversight and everything i think comes straight out of my mouth but for me it means that every single fucking God damn action and sentence and thought i partake in is accompanied by dozens of thoughts and reasons why i shouldnt do/say/think the thing in question and each of THOSE reasons is in turn accompanied by its OWN entourage of rationale. everything i do is a fractal of self-criticism and self-hatred and i dont know how to stop and im scared and i do not want to be alive

But if every thought and action you accomplish is accompanied by others and differents ideas, it can means that you can study and understand an event or a problem from differents points of view, and this is good I think. Radical solutions or extreme points of view are just problematics. You can see all solutions, ergo you can chose the better one.

I don’t know what my job kitchen has in the air, but when I almost end my turn I can’t just breathe.

I don’t know what my job kitchen has in the air, but when I almost end my turn I can’t just breathe.

My aversion to romance is justify. In the same way that I can’t let myself to depend on another person, as I can’t allow someone else to depends on me. After the codependency there are only pain, obsession and sorrow.

javeliner:

think about the concept of a library. that’s one thing that humanity didn’t fuck up. we did a good thing when we made libraries

My library only have stupid best sellers.

(via kriptodepresija)